Monday, June 28, 2021

Devastated

On Friday I received some really bad news. I had, honestly, been expecting it since September, and had a pretty good idea of how it was all going to play out. But, somehow, knowing this and having time to prepare didn't make it any easier to bear - indeed, it made it harder.

The upshot is that two years of extremely hard work has been made to count for nothing, and there is not a damn thing I can do about it - even if I could change the circumstance that brought this about (which I can't), the damage has now been done and can't be undone.

Friday was a good day. Until it became a really, really bad one.

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