Indomitable

My gran died on Saturday. This was a shock, of course, but not really a surprise... except that it was, a bit. The thing is, she'd been in ill health for quite some time, so it was never going to be too surprising. And yet, we'd been told that she wasn't considered end-of-life, and then she was gone.

Emotionally, that makes things a bit of a mix. She had had a pretty miserable last couple of years, and she was clearly suffering, so her passing is something of a relief. At the same time, it would have been nice to have been able to visit some time in the last couple of years, and it most certainly would have been nice had her four children been able to visit in hospital. Alas, Covid made those both impossible.

One additional sadness is that the funeral, which is likely to be in the next few weeks, is also likely to be the final gathering of the extended family. Indeed, the circumstances are such that I may well already have said a final goodbye to several of my cousins without even knowing it. And that's a shame.

But that's for the future. For now, I'm going to remember my gran, who so often seemed to be in the background allowing granddad to do the talking... but she was always there, supporting everything.